I would've made it longer honey but I really just don't knwo what mroe to say.
I love you so very much, and I'm so proud of you for standing up and being able to go through this ^^
I hear my name; I feel his breath in my ear.
I don’t want to wake up, I want to sleep and I want him to whisper in my ear forever.
I’ve done nothing but cry for the past week.
He’s done nothing but make me tea and hold me in his arms.
The sky, it’s too cerulean.
I want to see gray… I want it to rain… I want to cry forever.
I want darkness to swallow me.
“It’s okay… I’m here.”
“Sarah… I love you.”
What do you mean? Who are you..?
I want to open the door and watch him leave, disappear into the crowd that never stops walking.
The sun is too bright; I can feel the heat burning my skin.
His cold hand touches my lips, what lovely poison.
“Why did she leave me?”
He laughs into the back of my neck.
“She didn’t… You’ll see her again someday.”
“You think so?”
I swallow the words. I believe them.
“Sleep now Sarah… tomorrow… it’ll be okay.”
I want to trust them.
“We don’t forget them Sarah because they never leave. You will see her.”
Don’t let go… but don’t hold on so tight.